well I am sitting here supposed to be working(yea my office job is awesome but boring and I think way to much to sit down all day that is concluded after working in an office for 4+ years). Ironically my lack of motivation inspired me for once. for example I have always loved to blog and 'back in the day' i had a xanga account then i moved on to myspace and today i made a blogger account. One thing remained consistant i like to blog. I have been working in the same office for 4 years it doesn't matter the project, it doesn't matter where I am sitting, I cannot sit down and focus for 8 hours at a time I like to talk and grow relationships with people more than work. One thing remained constant, I cannot happily work at a place that I sit around all day. Then I started to think about the spiritual side of my life. Though different situations since I have been home from NZ God lead me to the concept that I need to transform the way I think. But as I try to do this I find myself resisting and not trusting 100% in Him which I have always struggled with. Sadly that has remained consistant, but this one isn't a personality trait it is a fault of heart/courage to take that next step.
Every part is you, every part is me,Raise your hands and sing,Tell them we can beShow them who you are, Show them you can see,Raise your hands and sing,Tell them we are free -What do we know by Thousand Foot Krutch
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